Im currently writing this on the Christmas Eve of 2012, December 24th at 1am.
this is queued for the 11th of march 2013.
3 months from today,
im posting this to see whats changed in my life.
Currently im struggling with anorexia but also recovering.
hoping to go into VCAL & do horse things.
Cossy is really good at the moment, i love him and were so great.
i wanna see if im still strong.
Hows the flashbacks?
Charlie still alive?
Ill edit this once published. xo
‘He just can’t handle certain parts of your illnesses…’
‘Its just your anorexia. Don’t worry, it harms everyone’
‘Its your fault.’
I didn’t mean for my boyfriend to do the things he did.
I didn’t show him, ask him, or even push him too.
I can’t be responsible for him if he chose to be what he was just because he couldn’t cope.
What else do you want from me?
I shaved my head so i could change.
I’ve forgotten my past so i could change.
I’ve got different personality traits so i could change.